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Your Suicide by linnyxito Your Suicide by linnyxito
In memory of my friend. A true story... It's been a couple of years since it happened, so it feels good to have finished this... A very personal project :)
(Hope I'm not offending anyone - I don't mean to. And you guys don't need to comment unless you really want to. I know this sort of deviation may make people uncomfortable...)

EDIT 3: This is harsh of me to say, but it's important, so I'll say it: If you are thinking about committing suicide, stop it. There is nothing "romantic" about it. A very select few of you may scoff at me for saying this and think, "Why'd you make this thing, then?" but I'll have you know I made this hoping to reach someone and maybe make them change their minds to the better - not the other way around. Suicide is only hurtful, to absolutely everyone involved. If you think it will fix things, you are wrong, and if you're thinking, "What do you know?!", I'd like to be as bold as to ask you to rethink things from scratch. And if you still intend to go through with something like a suicide attempt, then at the very least go do everything you have ever dreamed of first; It may seriously change your mind into wanting to live. I hope it does.

Don't let the hard times get to you. Even if the bad stuff seems huge and never-ending and the good things are few and suuuper-small, try to only look at the good things. Now that I've gone out of my way and said all that, let me finish up by saying one more corny thing: Go live!

EDIT 1: I can't believe I got a daily deviation... I really have no words... And all those comments, whoa - you people are so amazing - I really am super-grateful. This means so much more than you know.
EDIT 2: Minor edits, plus I added a rather important line ("Told us to remember you").

As always, send me a note if you want to talk. I'm not dangerous. (:
And some of you asked if you could share this... Of course you can.
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Daily Deviation

Given 2012-11-05
Harnessing grief to inspire a singular act of faith and a courageous work of art: Your Suicide, by ~linnyxito. ( Suggested by Natalia-Luz and Featured by SRaffa )
KleinStudio Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
Leti-Petelski Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014   Filmographer
this is really really beautiful, i really loved it! you made me cry.. i'm sorry about your friend, my grandfather died a month ago so i think i understand the feeling 
linnyxito Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
Thank you for your words, and also I am sorry for your loss...
Leti-Petelski Featured By Owner 5 days ago   Filmographer
You're welcome.
It's okay. It will pass, and I'm gonna feel better with time. wish you the best!
SSJCyberSonic Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow. This was
linnyxito Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
Thank you. (:
Akalarii Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh my god, I can't find words for this masterpiece...
You just gained my whole respect. So sorry for your loss though.
linnyxito Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
I appreciate it - thank you. (:
Ellif4in Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is tremendously beautiful and heartbreaking. I'm so, so sorry for your loss, yet managing to take that grief and turn into something so damn beautiful, well that's an incredible thing to do.
linnyxito Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014
Thank you - I appreciate it. (:
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