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Your Suicide by linnyxito Your Suicide by linnyxito
In memory of my friend. A true story... It's been a couple of years since it happened, so it feels good to have finished this... A very personal project :)
(Hope I'm not offending anyone - I don't mean to. And you guys don't need to comment unless you really want to. I know this sort of deviation may make people uncomfortable...)

EDIT 3: This is harsh of me to say, but it's important, so I'll say it: If you are thinking about committing suicide, stop it. There is nothing "romantic" about it. A very select few of you may scoff at me for saying this and think, "Why'd you make this thing, then?" but I'll have you know I made this hoping to reach someone and maybe make them change their minds to the better - not the other way around. Suicide is only hurtful, to absolutely everyone involved. If you think it will fix things, you are wrong, and if you're thinking, "What do you know?!", I'd like to be as bold as to ask you to rethink things from scratch. And if you still intend to go through with something like a suicide attempt, then at the very least go do everything you have ever dreamed of first; It may seriously change your mind into wanting to live. I hope it does.

Don't let the hard times get to you. Even if the bad stuff seems huge and never-ending and the good things are few and suuuper-small, try to only look at the good things. Now that I've gone out of my way and said all that, let me finish up by saying one more corny thing: Go live!

EDIT 1: I can't believe I got a daily deviation... I really have no words... And all those comments, whoa - you people are so amazing - I really am super-grateful. This means so much more than you know.
EDIT 2: Minor edits, plus I added a rather important line ("Told us to remember you").

As always, send me a note if you want to talk. I'm not dangerous. (:
And some of you asked if you could share this... Of course you can.
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Daily Deviation

Given 2012-11-05
Harnessing grief to inspire a singular act of faith and a courageous work of art: Your Suicide, by ~linnyxito. ( Suggested by Natalia-Luz and Featured by SRaffa )
MikhailCarter Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Life does not get better, it only rots as we slowly decay.
TheSnugHeroine Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Hobbyist
Its just beautiful * crying* . i can really understand you.... I lost my fahter by suicide a year ago
linnyxito Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
Thank you for your kind words. Nobody should ever have to experience losing someone that close in such a way... I am so sorry for your loss... I hope that over time, you will somehow be able to recover, one step at a time.
TheSnugHeroine Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you Hug 
girlonwantedposters Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Oh... My.... God. This tugged on something fierce in my heart.  This was amazing. Trying not to cry in public. Omg, this is amazing. How, I mean, just wow. 
linnyxito Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate them a lot. (:
girlonwantedposters Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014
Oh but it is all so very true! You deserve praise for such wondrous work. 
sampea Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014
sonallyfan Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Student Filmographer
Damn nice work there, super impressed, and such a strong message too
linnyxito Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014
Thank you. (:
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